Master Cleanse Day 6

Day 6

Yesterday, I was really tempted to quit. Since I wasn't really detoxing I  thought maybe my body didn't really need this cleanse. Or maybe what I had asked the Creator had come to pass, and thiscleans was harmonious with me and I could do it with grace and ease(physically, at least, barring food temptation. Now I realize my frustrations have been coming up!)

But now I have another request to the Creator. I want to be able to finish this cleanse with joy, and not for my days to be filled with frustration and impatience.

It seemed I could hear the Creators answer in my head."Then look at the positive aspects and not the negative ones. Think of  all the gains you have and not the losses. I will help you."

"One more thing I ask, Creator. Though I am afraid You might make life difficult for me if I do."

"State your request as you want it then."

"Creator of All That Is, it I commanded that I am always connected with You..."

"You are," Creator interrupted.

"...that this cleanse and everything I do strengthens that connection, and that this is done in joy and peace and blessings." (And not thru pain, I silently added.)

"You want only the good things in life," the Creator noted drily. "But don't you know that pain is a great instructor? Have you learned already from pain?"

"Yes!" (And don't you think I've earned it, a good time I mean, a less evolved part of me demanded. But I already know I do not need to earn this.)

"What have you learned?"

"To draw to You for happiness. To draw to You for instruction. I have already learned what I need from pain. Can I not connect with You with the joy and happiness of my life, in blessings and peace?"

"Yes, of course you can. You have learned. It is given you!"

I felt  jolt of energy in my stomach. I began to go through my body in a scan but this time it was different. It wasn't the beam of light that I usually saw. I was gently in the body, like mist, and I heard the body singing. We sing of the greatness of God;and his wonderful ways.

It was beautiful hearing the song of my body and I was filled with joy. I cleared what no longer served me in the stomach and heard a re-invigorated sound. It was great!